Day 4 - If someone doesn't like me, I use it as motivation to get better
I find being single I have become an unstoppable god. Focusing my entire soul on bettering myself and beating my demons.
No time to be sad.
Relationships are transitory. All will come to an end.
Learn to accept this and let go.
If someone doesn't like me, I use it as motivation to get better.
How can I expect a girl to like a guy who cannot take care of her? That is a humbling feeling for me.
I want the feeling of being able to take care of the people I care about.
Whether it be friends, family, or relationships. I want to be able to support them and be generous.
I want this feeling so bad. It is perhaps my single greatest motivator to work hard on myself and grow my business.
(Recently I have gotten so fit. I don't sleep. I don't eat. I workout everyday. Yet my energy levels are so high. I feel happy, at peace, emotional turmoil yes, but things are better now than they have ever been. Things are all coming together.)
How to make my first money online?
I think I want to make courses.
I believe I am a good teacher. And the skills that I am building up are:
- public speaking, speaking to the camera
- writing, story-telling, copy writing
- video editing
- aesthetics
- humor and entertainment
If I can combine these traits, I think I can be well suited to making online courses.
Some random things I had to solve or thought of
How to connect Wireless Me mic to phone.
Decided that I will use my phone to record what I am doing often. Use this footage as B-roll.
The quality will be less, but I can be more dynamic in my shooting.
Decided that I will post these articles as is. If I don't finish writing it because I am busy, well so be it. At least have short bullet points of what I am doing. A record.
Today I went to the gym. Edited some photos and posted to IG. I have separate IG accounts, one for business, memes, personal, and fitness. Maybe too much, we will see.
Anyways, I should relax and sleep soon.
I believe I will leave college.
I want to focus more on modelling. But it is fucking me up. A lot of people come and go. It is sad.
I laid in bed for 2 hours, cannot sleep.
Might as well work then!
Edited 2 YouTube videos.
Will post soon.
Jacob Pugmire
Jacob Pugmire
