Day 12 - I slept 12 hours
If I could solve my sleep issue, all other issues such as stress, tiredness, distractedness, raggedness, indecisiveness, and regretfulness would go away.
It's been years since I've slept this well. It's likely to focus on the present, doing active things the last few days with friends, without thinking about the future, that brought about a content and happy tiredness. I hope I can replicate this in the future.
I posted this on my Instagram
This is from my beach trip with the other models. We played with jet skis. 😄
I covered my entire face with a green zinc stick (sunscreen for surfers) to avoid getting burned. Instead I just looked like shrek.
I am behind in posting all of my journal entries.
Time as flown by and it is hard to stay consistent.
I haven't posted my podcast in a long time either. And my phone has a backup of videos and content. It can be overwhelming to handle sometimes. I don't know how to begin.
I am considering learning how to use Buffer to schedule my posts. Then ideally I can batch create content (or at least edit the stuff I have now) then set it all up to automatically post.
So, 1) live an exciting life, recording a lot 2) in one go batch edit all the videos, then put them into the scheduler 3) have content being posted consistently, build following!
Easy.
Personal brand
I want to be that happy person that encourages and helps everyone. That is the image and the person that I am trying to build.
My mood is not so good right now
I skipped all three classes today. I went to a casting. I biked around and walked around for forever. Now I am sitting in a cafe eating a cranberry scone.
I feel dumb and annoyed.
Content creation
Back to content creation the Russian DJ I met recently has 4x her account and she recommended I grow by posting everyday. My stories are good, usually. I can take them and turn them into reels.
I have an addiction to social media. Even now I want to check.
I honestly don't know what is going on with this website and if it will persist in the future. It could die. I can't even imagine someone reading this.
Paying for this website - is it worth it?
I am paying money for an online journal where I have to put tremendous effort to consistently post? Weird.
Jacob Pugmire
Jacob Pugmire
